Harold on bed-rest
Ok, so I haven't had any children yet. But I do have my little snuggle-puss, Harold. I adopted him about four years ago, and I take my job as caretaker very seriously.
Recently, he's had trouble jumping up on my lap. Determined kitty that he is, he would claw his way up the chair to settle on my lap. He's never had any problems with his hind quarters, and this new development really scared me. Also, when I would try to get up and give him a little boost off my lap, he would meow and hiss. Not a good sign.
This went on for a couple of days. I was hoping that it was just a pulled muscle, and it would heal on it's own. It didn't. I gave the vet a call on Monday, and they saw him that very afternoon. They said that it was one of two things: either diabetes or that he had been injured. To get a urine sample, the vet wanted to hold him overnight. We refused. Harold lived in a shelter for four months, and the idea of leaving him in another "jail" type setting broke my heart. We were instructed on how to get a urine sample, and sent on our way.
The next morning I brought Harold to the vet again. They gave him a blood test, and ruled out diabetes immediately. The next step was x-rays, and I'm shocked still at what they found. His back was broken in TWO places, with a chip of bone floating around in there. TWO PLACES.
I've been trying to deal with this for two days now, and I'm still so shaken up. He's an indoor cat. He's a bit sedentary. He doesn't really play, run or do much of anything. I feel like such a bad mom. I know that accidents happen, but I don't understand how I let him be in pain, without getting a diagnosis. I'm just racked with guilt. I've had nightmares about a flash flood coming up to the house, and needing to save Harold from drowning, welling up with guilt at the idea of letting him down again.
So my question is, to all of you moms out there, how do you deal with this sort of thing when it's your child, not just a pet? I'm so freaked out by my situation pertaining to a cat- what will I do when I have children? Do you learn to just keep a brave face?